A year and a month ago I was living at Aunt Janet's home to get away from too much congestion. Too many peoples thoughts, concerns, and emotions had my head cluttered and my heart confused. I needed time and I needed space. Felicia so happened to be staying there also and I'm sure that caused even more concern but a better environment I couldn't find. There I was, with a quiet house, a beautiful, tranquil yard, relatives who just wanted to listen and feed me, and the one other person on earth I needed by my side. I spent most of my time pondering my past, present, and where I wanted my life to be.
After a long terrible day of mixed feelings, I got on my knees and pleaded for an answer. I'd prayed countless times before in searched for guidance but the Lord knew I was at the end of my rope. I opened my frustrated and teary eyes and picked up a book I had been reading. I flipped to a random page and read a highlighted quote that said, "Don't pray so much to have what you'll love, pray to love what you have."
Felicia and I celebrated our one year anniversary this sunday. Can you believe that it's been a year already! Time sure flies by when you're having fun with the one you love. I remember being asked several times if I was nervous, scared, or anxious. There's no doubt I had questions before making the decision to ask Felicia to be my wife but after I knew my answer, and I knew it, everything that followed just seemed natural. I never felt home sick, or out of place in my new apartment and new life. It was what I was suppose to be doing and my heart nor mind ever questioned again. I love her so much!
What a better way to celebrate your anniversary than to give a talk in church with your sweetheart. Funny how things work out. The Lord has never stopped answering my question.
I'm going to attempt to attach our talks. Felicia's is a must read. Mine is a bit long but the last page or so has a funny story about how I fell in love with Felicia worth reading. By the way, she did such a great job. She had many people thank her and even got a hug from a touched lady in the ward.